Sunday, June 26

Erm. Yeah. ((product of boredom))

The following is a long post, and many of the topics will probably be greatly disagreed with. I don't expect you to see with me eye to eye, but I do expect those who do actually take the time to really read and comprehend this quick draft I've created, to give criticism that is intelligent and with your own personal feelings on the matter. I wrote this to see who agrees and who doesn't, and if you don't, state why and what you believe in. Thank you, and enjoy.

love (luv)
n.

A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

Sexual passion.
Sexual intercourse.
A love affair.

An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.

A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.

An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.

A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.

The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.


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That's a platonic, basic dictionary definition. To me, love is something that is not just word. Maybe I'm romantic, maybe I'm sentimental, (or stupid.. ^^) but when I think of love, the true love, not this fake love that is used so flippantly without care or thought, as a feeling like nothing else. If I love someone, it means that I would sacrifice my own life, my own pleasures, my own wants and needs to help this person in any way possible. I would be willing to take a bullet in the heart for the person I am truly in love with.

It is not just a word I like to say to a girl\guy I think is really cute, because it's hard to determine how I feel for that person. Isn't that why we date? To get to know this person in all sorts of lights and in different situations? It's a way of determining how compatible with this person you actually are. It's a test. So why is it after one week, "I love you!"

Am I asking for a boring unmeaningful relationship? Of course not. I want a endless, compassionate love that will never give up. Something that is so deeply rooted in my soul that is a part of me. It is the most passionate and beautiful emotion we can possibly bear. It is the thing that makes us who we are. It is who we are. Love is something we can call simplistic, but it's not.

I don't date. In all honesty, just being able to snuggle and hold a person knowing that they are there, knowing that they care about me and I care about them as much, if not more... That is meaningful to me. It is something fulfilling. Sometimes just having a deep conversation with some kisses is enough. Do I have to make out and commit dirty acts to derive pleasure from a relationship? NO. I don't. There are many people out there who are so stupid and need to be shot. I personally think they are stupid, immature children who, as they would say, "Want some ass".

Perhaps it's just me, but I don't believe that sexual interaction strengthens a relationship. If you have sex, either you become overly attached to this person, mainly because, if it's your first time, you sacrifice a lot more than just your virginity. It's intimate in more than just one way. And that's as far as I'm going with that.

Back to the topic of love. Why is it used so loosely? I can understand saying you "Love your family, love your friends, love your pets, love your country, and love your gf/bf, yada yada yada" but when you say to your 'lover' or significant other, you should mean it fully. Do they? Usually, no. That's why guys lie about other girls, that’s why there are affairs. That's why girls fake it. (not necessarily THAT, but faking your likeness toward a guy)

This is partially why there are more sexual encounters between even younger and younger people. The word love has become so unimportant and emotionless that no one has any regard to how deep, passionate and thoughtful it is supposed to be. I also partially blame the media for having so many sexual or implied sexual acts or derogatory terminology such a mainstream part of our lives. Children learn about sex from the media, but wait a second...who is it that is supposed to take care of kids? Oh, that's right, the parents. They should control the kids, but they don't. Why? There is some reasoning other than laziness and lack of care... Which is sad, of course, because parents are supposed to help and develop children, making them happy, healthy people...but when the TV became a babysitter, it started to distance children and parents... Independence is good, it helps you learn, but with no guidance at all, you usually end up in a bad situation because from the past we can learn how to guide our future...

Well, in the 60's there was a revolt of young people. After World War II, after all these children were born, the baby boomers, (most of your parents) were spoiled as children, but there were values taught in Television and cinema because they wanted to try to make them smart, creative and independent people who would help the world. Some did, some didn't. The cold war helped a revolt. It was a tension mainly between America and the Soviet Union ((United Soviet Socialist Republics)) (Russia, if you have been living in a cave for 80 years). This conflict was because both of these superpowers had nuclear weapons, and since the two have different governments and ideals, there is tension, because the warheads were pointing at each others country. It was dangerous and strenuous. So, some young gun(s) at the time said, "Hey! Our stupid parents are going to get us all killed! If we hold up signs that make our country and weapons look bad, we can influence others to do the same!" Well, it worked. Some benefits were made, but with everything good there is, there are draw backs.

So, now we have a hippies. These are people who believe in universal peace. Wouldn't that be nice? Of course it would! Do I want war? Do I want death and suffering over petty stupid things, or anything for that matter? No, not really. BUT, also understand, the word peace means a lot of things. It means flowers, love, understanding and compassion, all these emotions of acceptance for each other and smiles all the time. Let's get back to reality. You know why this can never happen? Because there is always some guy, somewhere, at some time, who doesn't feel the same way, and opinion is great, but it's almost impossible to make every one to feel the same way about any one subject. So, peace is kind of a flawed concept that has never happened, and if we continue this hatred toward each other (who are all HUMAN... if you remember? We have the same organs, we live on and see the same world....so what if we look different? I'm not like you and you're not like me as far as personality, but aren't we both people who have the same feelings like sadness, happiness and love?)

Now we get to the 70's, 80's and 90's....well...a lot of things happened in these years. Technology, murders, wars, media expansion, more people are born, new weapons, new attempts for peace etc....lots of things. Well, chances are, you were born in these years. I know I was. I also know that I had an upbringing with what I would consider, 'traditional' parents.. The point is that, in these eras, parents were the hippies. They were the super sexed up, drugged up, peace wanting people who made you.

When you born, I hope your parents loved you. That's very important, but it's also very important that they love each other. If you see them show happiness and love between each other, you begin to learn something called compassion, love, forgiveness and many other things. It's your first view of people in the real world. But parents...they get divorced, they fight, they neglect their children for their own personal interests, they make mistakes, but those mistakes, if never mended, can create problems.

'Cutters' in today's society, for one, are results of this, usually. I can't speak for an entire group, but normally, if you cut yourself, even if you say for 'pleasure', I think you have a problem, and that problem may not even be your own. They think it is. They blame themselves. They can't forgive themselves for their mistakes and hurt themselves to try to cope with it. This is wrong and sad. I don't think anyone should hurt themselves. It's not right...it's a way of saying, "I can't do anything to make my life better, or at least I've given up, and now I'll hurt myself so others will know that I don't like myself and maybe they'll feel bad for me, or I'll feel that my life is so bad that it's justified..."

Why do that? Why? Because your parents weren't good enough? Because someone broke up with you? Because a friend died? Because of personal loss? Whatever the reason, I think that in hurting yourself, you're not making anything better. You cannot tell me that by slitting your wrist open and seeing the crimson blood that makes your body live drip to the floor can possibly cure any traumas you once had or are having. Even when there is no way out it seems, this is not the answer. If at first you fail, you try again, you fail again, you fail again....you just give up?

WHY? Because that's what your parents probably did. They gave up on their country in the midst of a war, and they may have even given up on you. You know what we all want? We want to be loved. Yes. Loved and accepted for who we are. This desire drives us to do crazy things, because we'll do anything to obtain it. The reason we want this so terribly is because we all, at some point in life, realize that we are all alone. Yes. We have those who are family, and they are supposed to start your love. It's like a game board. The first step is guided by your parents. They are supposed to help and support you for the beginning of your life. Do they do that? Not always.

This is the sad reality. The fact is that parents began to stop caring. When this apathy towards parenting began, kids learned bad things, told other kids, and pretty soon, kids are doing all sorts of bad things. This spread is like a disease....it never will end. It's hard to stop a complete epidemic, isn't it? We all have it, including me, because we are the next generation. We are exposed to many things at very young ages, but some us aren't mature enough to handle it. I want everyone to be happy, and there are so many sad people, so many disappointed dreamers, hopeless romantics, depressed people....what does it mean to be depressed? To press on something is to push it inward. If a person is depressed, they are pushed inward, not physically, their happiness, their true selves, the smiles and laughter that we all have. It is ensnared in our hearts, which have become cold, cold as ice, and we shut the door, and we don't let anyone in. We keep everything internally, and this is dangerous. It is not a good thing. It is something that only you have control over.



I started on the topic of saying love too loosely, and I think I have somewhat changed my mind. I continue to believe that love should be a very sacred and special word....but mainly to one person...your lover. I believe that whenever I have said it, I felt so deeply about that person that I really really meant it. I still do. Love isn't something that you should take back. It should last forever. And in our society today, we've become so skeptical and untrusting of each other that we keep all this love encased....and we should just appreciate and love everything for what it is.

My revelation of today is this (beside the previous):

What the hell is that? 1? That's what we have. We only have one day. Not until the end of earth or anything crazy like that, but we only have 1 chance. We only get one chance to live a day. We can only live a day once, and once it happens, you can never go back and change it. It is set in stone, it is the definitive, final and concrete day. We get only 1 sunrise and sunset every day, and when you're awake and you're with others, make sure you appreciate it for what it is. It is our only life. It is our only chance. Just live. Be happy, because you are here. You are alive. Is life all happy all of the time? No. But you can still be happy. It all comes down to you. YOU choose to be happy or not. Your surroundings can be sad, but only if you allow yourself the emotion, are you sad. IT IS UP TO YOU!! Don't you understand? It is you.

Do this. Gaze at your hands. Look at them, study them. Open and close them. Let them touch something in the room. "I've seen my hands a lot in my whole life, dumbass! Why do I want to look at them?" You know why? Because they are yours. They are no one else's. No one throughout all of time and space will never see out of your eyes, no one will ever have your hands, no one will ever feel what you feel. Look at a mirror. That is you. You are your own person. You are who you are, and it will be like that for as long as you live. Nothing you can do will ever change that. Don't be sad! It means that you create your own destiny! You make your own future! You are in complete control of one thing! YOU.

Stop crying, stop worrying. Stop being sad. Stop this anger and sorrow. Stop all of it. The only things you should focus on doing is living. Live happily, harmoniously and compassionately. Live with understanding and acceptance for others.

I can't change your mind, but I know that writing this has given me a more introspective look at myself and the world.

This post applies to every one! Please be happy and love each other! Love everything for whom/what it/he/she is! Even if you can't do it fully, just try for one day! 24 hours of no fighting, no difficulty, compassion. If someone yells at you, glare at them and tell them that you don't want to waste your life arguing over something as stupid as whatever they chose to become overly emotional about.

You are you. You get only once chance. Don't blow it. I won't let myself. I don't want you, whoever you are, no matter what you look like, no matter what skin color you are, with absolutely not consideration for your personal differences, I want you to be happy and to enjoy life.
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Well, after this whole fiasco of writing, if you endured my intimidating, but in my opinion, interesting post, feel free to mail me. positively or negatively.

Whoot?





Are you a Seme or Uke?

Saturday, June 18

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Hey all, what's new? Not a lot here, just trying to keep busy... which shouldn't be a large concern, seeing as exams are coming up soon and I should be studying. Should. But, what can I say. Gotta have your priorities. Games I am currently hooked on include:

Return to Castle Wolfenstien
Serious Sam
Rune
Sacrifice
Tenchu 2: Birth of the Stealth Assassins

And many more, of course, .. but I've decided against going into a great deal of detail. At any rate, it was a normal Saturday. woke up 'round 10:00 and didn't eat breakfast. Decided to watch Kirby: Right Back At Ya. yes. truely sad. but I have nothing to say for myself. I also watched a brief portion of .. . .. uh.. can't remember. I guess that says a lot. I also watched Power Rangers SPD (space patrol delta... duh.) lol yes. Again I am without comment. I lazed around for a while and at approximately 3 I went out for a bike ride, then got the bright idea to try a backflip. Of a trampoline-assisted sort, of course. Believe me.. not a good idea. At any rate, my sister came home this weekend ((omfg)) so we watched some movies and ... get this ... actually talked. yeah. wierd. I thought so too. *sigh* Fathers day is coming up. I have no clue of what to get my dad o_o;; hopefully someone will read this and suggest something.. *COUGHHINTCOUGH* lol So! how did everyones weekend go ! looking forward to fun-filled ((or perhaps deprived)) comments... Oh! and I got totally fed up with Windows Media Player..((boycott windows !! >_<)) If it was a material object I would put it in a box, then I'd put that box into another box, i would put THAT box in another box, Mail that box to myself and when it arrives...... I'd SMASH IT WITH A HAMMER!! ((lol emporer's new groove ^^)) at any rate, if anyone has the same plight ((a.k.a. problem for our nonliterate readers.. j\k)) GET WINAMP. it is the coolest thing on wheat toast since sliced bread. GET WINAMP. it will be the happiest day of your freaking life. Unless you plan on getting married... or having kids.. whatever floats your freaking boat, just get it mmmmkay !? Moving right along, :: RandomAlert:: I'm really pissed off at all of these guys playing online games that get all in my face for bieng a chick. And I'm sick of thier pansy-ass attitude that if they get all shot up by a chick its a "BigDeal" *sigh.* oh well. I'm not going to bitch and complain here, I'll save it for the 13375p34k1ng @$$h0l35 1n t3h f0rums. ::End of Random Alert:: God. I was just told to turn down my music... sure, I 'll get right on it. *COUGHNAZI'SCOUGH* Gah! *handslap* what is wrong with people.. well my parents are old, but I mean I didn't think that they were that old... Anyhow, I'm going to watch some DBZ and then surface upstairs.

--Juhachi Out !! ^^

Tuesday, June 14

Summer is coming.... are you ready ?

Not a lot here. It's effing hot. I mean like arm-sticks-to-desk hot. Especially on the 3rd floor a.k.a. the Death Chamber. Exams are coming up and culminating activities are mostly over with *sigh* I really fear failing Music.. Which is indeed odd. No one ever assumes that it's possible, but at this point I really don't know.. I mean, I can play well, it's just the theory. We only get a few assingments and that's our total mark, so i'm kinda scared that if I choke on my culminating and fail my exam that I'll be royally screwed. Woah. *cringe*. Entertaining the possibility I do fail, it just means that I won't have a spare next (?) year. I perhaps I'll take grade 10 art ? hey! There is also the possibility that I'll have one of my ninth-grade-soon-to-be-tenth-grade pals in my art class. w00t! but we'll see when we get there, anyhow. I should take a look and see if I can meddle with my credits and perhaps take Law instead of ... whatever that class that I didn't want was called. Hey, at least I didn't get stuck with (and this is to no offense of you like it ) Parenting. **double recoiling cringe** or perhaps **Physical Education((falls over and dies))**

At any rate, the year is coming to a close, (contrary to the Chinese calendar) and I would like to cordially thank all the members of the JCC and my pals on F-corridor a.k.a. the JCC corridor (yes, it is now our turf !) for making life so much easier than it should be. Thanks. It means a lot to me that there are people out there that give a damn about what other people have to say. And I'm not really one of those people that are sentimentally craved that declare thier love and cry all over the place causing passers-by to slip and fall in thier river of tears. That, coupled with the fact that you put up with my volume problems, my voilent tendancies, my random laughing spats, my astranged personality (lists on fingers) my outlandish opinions, and my open random discussions. (which usually involve sexual orientation in some manner)

*raises glass of lemonade* to the inside jokes, the good times, the awkward times and the time we were splitting our sides in between. Thanks.

Monday, June 13

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Yeah. *cough* anyhow, as you can see, I've been taking quizzes due to lack of homework. Here are the results. Take this quiz, it's a barrel of fun! and many more! gotta fly.. my MSN senses are tingling

Sunday, June 12

double w00t for collective gatherings! !1!!1one!!1

Hey All!! What's up? This weekend was fuh-mazing to say the least.. Basically at our JCC ((Japanese culture club.. for all you periodic readers)) gathering we watched anime until the wee hours of the morning.. And the anime was mostly yaoi. A perfect weekend, ne? (lol you get my drift, eh? Maxwell? teehee! pwnge!) Aside from the abscence of my dear Kenya.. Missed you!! Teehee! nice talking to you on MSN by the way. : D so at any rate, we watched.. mm Ai No Kusabi, Fake, ((I'm missing one.. )) and PGSM !! w00t !! so at AN ((Anime North)) we are Cosplaying.. ? ((which is , like when you dress up as your favourite character at a convention. mmkay? (at least i think so.. kick me if I'm wrong.) this was new to me, but I acted as if I knew what was going on.. lol and, since were all bieng Sailor Scouts.. (yeah. don't ask) apparently the only openings ((for me)) were for Chibi-Usa (a neurotic annoying little bratty girl) and Tuxedo Mask So. Well. It wasn't much of a competition. w00t! so now I'm Chiba Mamoru.. Which is his real name (and I didn't know this until a short time ago.) So! I decided to erm.. research my character. See Findings below. Anyhow, this could get potentially awkward for myself and Chantelle.. (sp? kick me if it's wrong. please!) Seeing as she is Sailor Moon.. well .For anyone who has a single clue about the Sailor Moon storyline you know exactly what I'm talking about, no ? (((((seeing as, in the future, Chibi-Usa is the child of Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Mask\Moonlight Knight\Tuxedo Kamen\Chiba Mamoru\Prince Darien ((ikes, no?))) So! I still haven't quite memorized who is who as far as characters go.. Hopefully someone will see this and fill me in. Anyhow, Better finish my History Culminating Activity that i did almost no collective work on throughout the semester that I will hand in. In aproximately... hm.. its 3:02.. 2nd per. is @ 10:25 (?) therefore.. 9 hours. Ikes. heehee! no sweat. : D i'm almost done. Better go!

-- Tuxedo Mask\Tuxedo Kamen\Moonlight Knight\Chiba Mamoru\Prince Darien\Carol\Juhachi\Juhachi-sempai (argh.)

(( CHARACTER INFORMATION: ))

By day, Darien is just a normal college student. But when duty calls, Darien helps fight evil as the romantic Tuxedo Mask.

Darien himself is at best a minor character, until Serena (sailor moon) finds out that he is Tuxedo Mask. Tuxedo Mask is an ally to the Sailor Scouts, but he has his own interests to worry about. Darien is an independant college boy (which explains the age difference), for whom some of the Sailor Scouts eventually get crushes upon, especially Sailor Moon.

At first, the relationship between Darien and Serena was quite unpleasing, especially for Serena (in reference to her given nickname). Its only when Serena discovers that Darien is Tuxedo Mask, and likewise that Darien discovers that Serena is Sailor Moon, that the relationship takes a total U-turn.

Prince Darien originates from Earth. He was to marry Princess Serena. However, evil forces arose from the Earth to lay claim on the universe. In an attempt to defend his bride-to-be's kingdom, he perished. His soul was sent into the future, to accompany the one who would rise again as Princess Serena.

OTHER INFORMATION:
Darian (Prince of the Earth) is destined to be with Serena (Princess of the Moon), although he somtimes doubts it.

Darian's parents died in a car accident when he was little.

Rini (Chibi-Usa) is the daughter of Princess Serena and of Prince Darien in the future Tokyo, called Crystal Tokyo.

In Sailor Moon R (episodes 43 - 53 (49 - 59)) the Moonlight Knight appears. The silver crystal tried to seal the memory of Prince Darian who regenerated after episode 40 (46). But his feelings for trying to protect Princess Serena were too strong. So the silver crystal separated those feelings from Prince Darian and created the Moonlight Knight. In episode 53 (59), when Darian no longer has the energy to keep the Moonlight Knight and himself going, the Moonlight Knight re-joins with Darian, and Darian gets his memory back.

Moonlight Knight uses a sword, but Tuxedo Mask doesn't have a sword, he uses his cane as a weapon instead. Prince Darian also seems to use a sword as his weapon, he had a sword when he was protecting Princess Serena from the Negaverse during the attack on the moon.

Darian is already wearing the tuxedo when he transforms into Tuxedo Mask, he just throws his hat and then catches it. The Moonlight Knight is always the Moonlight Knight, no transformation is needed.

Birthday: August 3rd
Astrological Sign: Leo
Blood Type: A
Favorite colors: Black
Hobbies: Reading
Favorite food: Chocolate
Least favorite food: none
Favorite subject: Physics
Least favorite subject: none
Strong points: ?
a lot in common.. *shiver*

SPECIAL POWERS:
Rose
This is his main attack, he throws it as his apponent. Tuxedo Mask uses a red rose, Moonlight Knight uses a white rose.

Cane
Tuxedo Mask somtimes uses his cane as a weapon as well.

Sword
The Moonlight Knight doesn't have a cane, he uses his sword as a weapon instead.

Friday, June 10

if anyone has conversations like this, I emplore you, add me to your MSN!

Snow says:la li hoo
Snow says:Your buddy has a new Buddy Icon. Take a look! http://buddies.funbuddyicons.com@[fwpscript]Icon:none@[/fwpscript]
Juhachi says:hey!
Juhachi says:what's up?
Snow says:the sky
Juhachi says:I should come to expect that by now...
Snow says:ya
Snow says:so what be up with you?
Juhachi says: it's hot
Snow says:not here, I got air conditioning
Juhachi says:yeah.
Juhachi says:for you.
Snow says:aww poor Juhachi
Juhachi says:**explodes in heatball**
Juhachi says:lol
Juhachi says:but at least downstairs it's somewhat cooler
Snow says:It hotter in my bacement now
Juhachi says:?
Juhachi says:how... oh
Snow says:it used to be freezing but since the A Cs on it hotter
Juhachi says:yeah, compared to the igloo-ness that i your upstairs
Juhachi says:is*
Snow says:yup
Snow says:i can't wait till tomorro
Juhachi says:yeah!!
Snow says:I like your icon! "LA LI HOO!"
Juhachi says:yah!! Lah Li Ho!
Juhachi says:awww... *patpat* pretty kitty
Juhachi says:brb
Snow says:okay
Juhachi says:alright.
Juhachi says:*sneezes* lol
Snow says:ya brr it's cold *sarcastic*
Snow says:well at my house it is
Juhachi says:.....
Snow says:but not outside
Snow says:grr
Juhachi says:yeah.
Juhachi says:*hides in basement*
Snow says:I can't help wonder if I like winter or summer the best
Juhachi says:um. definately winter. I'm moving to antarctica A.S.A.P
Juhachi says:Antarctica*
Snow says:can I join you
Juhachi says:why of course
Snow says:yay
Snow says:I'm bored
Juhachi says:*boards-hijacked private jet**
Juhachi says:*get's in cockpit*
Juhachi says:"hmm... wonder what this button does..." *KC-CH*
Snow says:hum?
Juhachi says:get in!
Snow says:okay *runs onto plane* oh peitty buttons *press*
Juhachi says:"what do you want for an in flight movie?"
Snow says:umm... FAKE!
Juhachi says:YEAH!!
Juhachi says:*pops in stolen DVD*
Juhachi says:w00t
Snow says:sweet
Juhachi says:this is your captain speaking : : *now boarding... flight C-202a* please stay in your seat until the overhead lights come on.
Snow says:*gets in seat and bonces in it*
Juhachi says:**turns on autopilot*
Juhachi says:*runs around cabin*
Juhachi says:weeeeeeee
Snow says:*jumps over all the seats*
Juhachi says:lol *jumps as well*..... trips*
Snow says:okay?
Juhachi says:**mmph**
Snow says:what?
Juhachi says:*slowly stands *
Snow says:mew?
Snow says:you okay?
Juhachi says:"yeah.."
Juhachi says:**rummages through kitchen**
Snow says:*follows*
Juhachi says:Ooooh!! *points at vodka*
Snow says:pwitty! Gimme!
Juhachi says:*vodka snatched from Juhachi... she growls, but doesn't give chase*
Juhachi says:**continues to rummage*
Snow says:*puts vodka on table and ignores, finds some cold pizza* mmm!
Juhachi says:..... **continues to rummage..***
Juhachi says:**topples refridgerator**
Juhachi says:*contents spew everywhere*
Snow says:Juhachi! What are you doing?
Juhachi says:**sniffsniff*
Snow says:are you hurt?
Juhachi says:I smell a stow-away!
Juhachi says:*runs around plane*
Juhachi says:hmm..
Snow says:me too!
Snow says:*sniff*
Juhachi says:*pulls out Thermal Radar Gun*
Juhachi says:getting slight readings..
Juhachi says:**There!! ** points in corner
Snow says:who be you? *points*
Juhachi says:**nothing happens**
Juhachi says:Ag!
Juhachi says:*grabs strange looking object*
Snow says:what is it>
Juhachi says:hm...
Snow says:?
Juhachi says:**package continues to make ticking noises..**
Juhachi says:.......
Juhachi says:*NEOH!!*
Snow says:bomb!
Juhachi says:*opens deck hatch*
Juhachi says:kick it out!!
Snow says:BOOM!
Juhachi says:wow. thankfully I threw it out of the window just in time.
Snow says:window? but you can't open the windows right?
Juhachi says:well, the hatch, rather.
Snow says:ah
Juhachi says:*looks out window*
Snow says:*peers as well*
Juhachi says:**white whispy clouds dot the landscape**
Snow says: fluffy clouds! I wanna touch'em!
Juhachi says:no!!
Snow says:what?
Juhachi says:**runs into cabin and pushes a button** the hatch is now closed.
Snow says:damn
Juhachi says:*opens a window and shows Snow to her seat*
Snow says:*looks around* boring! *paints on walls*
Juhachi says: AIEE!!not my precious interior..
Snow says:*paints really pwitty landscape picture that I couldn't actualy do in really life*
Snow says:yay
Juhachi says:hah, you could probably to the bestest landscape ever
Snow says:no probly not
Juhachi says:i just gave you a compliment, if you hadn't noticed
Snow says:h tankies
Snow says:oh*
Juhachi says:thats more like it.
Juhachi says: muha
Snow says:(pizza yumm!)
Juhachi says:*takes a picture of Snow and her masterpiece*
Snow says:*blinded by flash* *stumbles*
Juhachi says:haha
Snow says:muh
Juhachi says:*points*
Snow says:evil flash
Juhachi says:*puts camera back in bag*
Juhachi says:****plane turbulence****
Juhachi says:uh oh..
Snow says:what did you do?
Juhachi says:nothing!! It's been on autopilot! **runs into cabin**
Snow says:*panics*
Juhachi says:**gives Snow morphine**
Juhachi says:*continues running to cabin**
Snow says:whew *calm*
Juhachi says:*sits down at instrument panel..* *checks altimeter*
Juhachi says:uuuh oooh...
Snow says:what now!?
Juhachi says:*furitively pushes flashing buttons*
Juhachi says:**more turbulence*
Juhachi says:WERE LOSING ALTITUDE!!
Snow says:I'm gonna die! Oh wait, I can fly!
Juhachi says:*breaks sweat*
Juhachi says:*turbulence slowly dissapears.. * "it mustv'e been the engine."
Snow says:oh
Juhachi says:iiiikes. Must make emergency landing.. but where?
Juhachi says:hmm. pulls out local map
Snow says:there *points to island*
Juhachi says:judging latitude and lontitude and our current position..
Juhachi says:hmm *deep in thought* we have enough fuel..
Snow says:thats good
Juhachi says:**drops out of warp.. **
Juhachi says:that island.. If we were traveling south.... 29mil... with...
Juhachi says:and taking into account......
Juhachi says:ITS HAWAII !!!!!
Juhachi says:OMFG!!
Snow says:wow
Juhachi says:w00t
Juhachi says:*shoves landing gear*
Juhachi says:**returns from cabin**
Snow says:*opens doorand runs out* land!
Juhachi says:w00h00
Juhachi says:**runs around**
Juhachi says:hm. pulls out a map from thin air.. it's actually nearly impossible to land on a small island.. but somehow we did it.
Juhachi says:woohoo!
Snow says:sweet! *swirls like a sim and changes into bathing suit* water! *runs into water*
Juhachi says:lol
Snow says:water is my friend
Juhachi says:*swirls like a sim* somehow ends up in a tux
Juhachi says:oops.. not formal.. grr
Snow says:lol
Juhachi says:runs off into town to find a mechanic
Snow says:huh?
Juhachi says:"a lak a like maka?" me: "uuuhh"
Juhachi says:i dont speak hawaiian..
Juhachi says:help! snow!
Snow says:*splashing in water*
Juhachi says:*glare*
Snow says:*comes running*
Juhachi says:you speak hawaiian, right?
Juhachi says:**pause**
Snow says:maybe
Juhachi says:*slaps hand to forehead*
Snow says:what he want? *points*
Juhachi says:i want to find a mechanic.
Snow says:oh
Juhachi says:i can't understand him.... Lets go to the police station.. there has to be someone there who can help us!
Snow says:okay! *skips*
Juhachi says:get rid of all your drugs, first, though
Juhachi says:*dumps pockets out*
Snow says:no! *hids them in plane*
Juhachi says:**pile of needles and pills form at my feet**
Juhachi says:uhh.. *gets bag*
Juhachi says:runs back to plane as well
Snow says:*runs to police station*
Juhachi says:" borrows " someones motorcycle
Juhachi says:"get on!"
Juhachi says:*plops helmet on*
Snow says:alright! *jumps on*
Juhachi says:**cracks throttle**
Snow says:w00t!
Juhachi says:**people wizzzz by and point at strange teenage girls who are riding a motorcycle and the driver that wears a tuxedo**
Snow says:(LOL!)
Juhachi says:*woohoo!!*
Juhachi says:you gotta let me know if you see a cop, ok?
Juhachi says:*slows down*
Snow says:okay!
Snow says:*pause* I see bacon!
Juhachi says:**sun beats down**
Juhachi says:where?!
Snow says:over there *points*
Juhachi says:alright. *cracks throttle again* accidently wheelies
Snow says:ah!
Juhachi says:ipes *holds on*
Snow says:*cling*
Juhachi says:mmm cling hug!
Juhachi says:*watches where i'm going*
Juhachi says:*Reeeeek!*
Juhachi says:*dismounts*
Snow says:*frozzen*.....*unfrozzen* that was awsome!
Juhachi says:yeah, well what can I say.
Juhachi says:*grin*
Snow says:perv@
Juhachi says:*runs off to find cop*
Snow says:!*Snow says:*chases*
Juhachi says:heehee!!
Juhachi says:*darts around marketplace in search*
Snow says:*gets lost*
Snow says:just my luck
Juhachi says:**screams SNOOWWW!!!*
Juhachi says:OOOVVERER HEEERE!!
Snow says:*hears name* wah?
Juhachi says:*people act shocked and frightened*
Snow says:Oh there you are *runs to Juhachi*
Juhachi says:*and point at the wierd looking person in a tux wearing a motorcycle helmet who is glomped
Juhachi says:"ah!"
Juhachi says:thought I lost you
Juhachi says:*huggle*
Snow says:*pushes away and helps Juhachi up* lookie police station!
Juhachi says:ooh! *points*
Juhachi says:runs up front steps*
Juhachi says:takes helmet off*
Snow says:*follow* I'm your shadow!
Juhachi says:(patented Cameron Diaz hairflip)
Juhachi says:runs into station
Juhachi says:mmmmmmmm (sigh) "Air conditioning!"
Snow says:yippy! AC! *in Heaven*
Juhachi says:**stands and basks in wonderful AC**
Juhachi says:snaps out of trance*
Snow says:*getting stared at*
Juhachi says:yeah.. "Go back to your duties!"
Snow says:lol
Juhachi says:stared at further because none of them speak english
Juhachi says:*runs up to reception desk*
Snow says:God flippin' Hawiai!
Juhachi says:"Hi !" were out-of-towners...
Snow says:*swears at non-english speacking people*
Juhachi says:"receptionist : I noticed"
Juhachi says:YES!! ENGLISH!!
Juhachi says:help me!
Snow says:w00t!
Juhachi says:ok, so were going to antarctica, but we crash, and somehow land in hawaiii, where landings are damn near impossible, but the plane was like :: acts :: WUSSH!! and, like we crashed, and like yeah, I need help and a mecanic.
Juhachi says:sigh
Snow says:good explanation!
Juhachi says:t\y t\y *bows*
Juhachi says:reception :: ok, so... Wow. Sure, I can help you, but i wanna know.. why are you wearing a tuxedo. ?
Juhachi says:*flustered* that's irrelivant!
Juhachi says:reception :: so you need... a wedding chapel?
Snow says:no!
Juhachi says:no!
Snow says:a macanic! I thought you spoke english!
Juhachi says:*slighlty annoyed* i need a goddamn mechanic!
Juhachi says:Reception :: ok,ok, it's boring in here, I just kinda wanted to know..
Snow says:aww poor baby!
Juhachi says:reception :* hands over * the "Hawaiian Yellow Pages"
Juhachi says:*furitively rifles through book*
Snow says:i gtg la li hoo
Juhachi says:oooh, mmkay
Snow says:bye
Juhachi says: alright, ttyl!

Wednesday, June 8

The Dress Code ?

As of ... I don't know... a few days ago (?) Shirts with "fcuk" have been banned from our school... y'know, French Connection United Kingdom? Anyhow, I personally think that it's re-goddamn-diculous. Sure, it has some similarity to "The Word" but, I mean c'mon!! some people are dirty minded. but its A BRAND ... get used to it. It's like the same thing as Nike. Wow. Lets ban Nike. They like sports, which are potentially dangerous. OMFG. someone write a letter. Hey.. -- Which brings me to my next point, how the principal sits in her igloo temperatured office while we all boil in our skin, some of us on the third floor. Then she shows up on the announcements and says all this bullshit about how we cant wear tank tops, etc.. I mean, naturally you have your run-of-the-mill Skanks and Sluts that wear tube-tops and short-shorts, but some of us are actually really hot and need to wear something that we won't die in... I'm sure it would be interesting to see the headline of the local newspaper -- :: Youth Dies at Local School :: -- ::Principal Without Comment:: -- no kidding... At any rate, this is just an excerpt of our rantings at lunch. It was much funnier then. Hope your day was fan-frickin'-tastic !

Tuesday, June 7

Post?! w00t!

Hey all. Not much new. "Culminating Activities" and "Exam Preparations" galore, so I won't be much of a posting superpower this week. *sigh* School. Love\Hate relationship if ever there was one.

Sunday, June 5

Greets.

I just came across this on some girl's MSN space.. and it's alarming to say in the least how stupid some people are.. Anyhow, be prepared for I.Q. dropping session..



Hey well todays was just like the rest yeah well anyways my uncle died yesterday and i never really know him that well yeah well anyways my day was okay yeah well i really dont know what i would do with out my baby i really dont yeah well anyways i miss him so much and i hope i can go to his place my 2 4 yeah well anyways how is life for you all my life is good know that i have the man i want to be with yeah well anyways i am going to go kk i really don tknow wut to do anymore some one plz just kill me plz yeah well anyways going to go know kk

~*~*heidi~*~*


Ok. Now that that is over with, I would like to do an experiment!! the Word Counter!! here goes..

"Yeah": 7 times
"Well": 9 times
"Anyways": 6 times

I really don't understand.. I, also, sincerely hope that this isn't the kind of Information Age were looking forward to. At any rate, I've just wasted three minutes of my life. Excuse me while I attempt to become un-sidetracked and return to my homework.

Sunday.

Hello everyone. I am doing homework I did not realize I had. I hope to surface from the basement sometime today.

Thursday, June 2

Frick's sake

My sister and stumpy are back together. It is a sad day for humanity in general

CH1N4T0WN !! w00t !!

What's up my people?! On Friday ::aka Tomarrow:: were going on the fieldtrip to Chinatown!! w00t!! it will be so fuh-mazing! i suppose I'm in Mode: Freakout right about now.. I swear I haven't typed this fast since the last time I chugged a whole pint of lemonade... but I wont get into that now MUAHAH!! mmmm lemonade. makes me want it real bad. Lemonade, of course, you people disgust me. And thats also the primary reason why I love you. *patpat* Moving right along, ((oooohhh.. good song: Wild Thing by Tone Loc )) I am (for now) cr4zy 4 l337 sp34k! w00t! r0x0rz! lol it's just a temporary thing... 1 h0p3.. its just too fun ! and everyone knows I LIKE FUN!! w00t!!! however sad it may be, I ALSO LIKE SAILOR MOON!!! sorry, just had to get that off my chest. Theyr'e outfits, are.. well. theyr'e outfits.. lol ^-^ at any rate, I sincerely hope on the bus we can sing evil bus songs., theyre always classic. fwaha! and also, I hope to try wierd and wacky food while I'm there. Naturally. On the trip permission form, the only objective is "Cultural Diversity..." still not sure on the specifics, but I guess that just means a Chinese free-for-all in downtown Toronto. Sweet.